Fears

Posted on by alexandriasure Posted in Yellow Cake Exodus

Fears … I’ve got them.

I’m afraid of failing and gaining the weight back that I have lost.

I’m afraid of succeeding and having to figure out how to live as a ‘normal’ size person.

I’m afraid of reaching my goal and having the crutch of “oh, it’s because of my size.”

I’m afraid of never feeling completely comfortable in my own body.

I’m afraid that something might happen to me when I reach goal.

Mostly, I am afraid of losing all the weight and still having the same problems I have now.

“Everything you want is on the other side of fear.”   ~Jack Canfield, Chicken Soup For the Soul

Panic

Three twenty six

One thought on “Fears”

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    Troy Cousino says:

    Wow….powerful and honest. Very moving.

    Sent from my MetroPCS 4G Android device

    Alexandria Sure wrote:

    alexandriasure posted: “Fears … I’ve got them. I’m afraid of failing and gaining the weight back that I have lost. I’m afraid of succeeding and having to figure out how to live as a ‘normal’ size person. I’m afraid of reaching my goal and having the crutch of “oh, it’s becaus”

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